Jena's Adventure

My 3 Worlds

2009-07-05T13:26:00.000-07:00

Hey Yall! Sorry its taken me forever to write. GUESS THE GOOD NEWS IS I MADE IT HOME SAFE. On May 30th. I have taken some much needed R&R time and have also done a lot of visiting and 'catching up' with family. Its amazing how much changes in peoples lives in two years. Best Friends buying houses and having babies - my oldest Brother preparing for a wedding, sister graduating from college, my brother Jordan driving and working...Enough to make a sane person crazy ;). Upon returning from Africa I have come to the realization that I now have not one or two but three different worlds. Since I was an infant I have been traveling back in forth between Carolina and Florida. Now - God has added Africa into the mix. My Mom defined it this way when I was having a meltdown moment over missing my UG peeps - " You can take a girl out of Africa - but you can't take Africa out of a girl.." That statement really does sum up how I feel right now. A piece of my heart has always been in New Smyrna Beach Florida (with Daddy Jim, Mom -Katie, Jordan,Madisen) and in Youngsville North Carolina (with Momma, Daddy Todd, Cory. Now a chunk of my heart remains in Mbarara with the people there I have left behind. Before leaving the field - I was really struggling with the fact that I may never see some of these people ever again. I kept questioning the Maker of the Universe askin Him why he allowed me to get so attached to the people of Uganda. Right before departing the the continent - I spent like a week in South Africa - one of the missionaries there really encouraged me. She told me " You know what Jena your heart CAN AND DOES GROW BACK with time..." I quickly thought yeah right lady. Doesn't the song say ' you give and take away - you give and take away - my heart will choose to say Lord bless it be your name' . But then the more I thought about it the little light bulb in my brain slowly but surely turned on. He does give and take - and our hearts CAN choose - but the part that was new was the GROWING BACK THING. What an earth shattering concept to Jena's peanut brain. Guess I always thought that once you give your heart away to others - that afterwards there was intense chunk or gap or hole or whatever you want to call it that forever remained etched out. I thought look Ms. Phyllis I am spent - I don't have anything emotionally left to offer. I can't give out any more love. But FLASH - Just in that moment she encouraged me that He can mend that hurt and ENABLE you to love again. Just because those pieces are gone - doesn't mean that there’s not any left. Its there.

Anyway, I could go on and go - but I'll stop - I am so grateful that Jesus has given me the opportunity to be involved in the lives of people whether it be the Sunshine State, Y-town, or Mbarara Uganda. This journey has been unforgettable - Thank you Abba for choosing me your servant to go be involved in the lives of your people. Thank you for the passion you have placed within me for the HUMAN HEART. Thank you for your comfort. The following verse has provided comfort to me when the tears begin to flow when the faces of those both near and far flash through my head.

1 John 3:18-20 Dear Children, let us not love with words or tongue but with actions and in truth. This then is how we know that we belong to the truth, and how we SET OUR HEARTS AT REST IN HIS PRESENCE whenever our hearts condemn us. FOR GOD IS GREATER THAN OUR HEARTS, AND HE KNOWS EVERYTHING."

In closing, I just want to say how grateful I am for your prayers!! Without the Holy Spirit intervening through you - I wouldn't have had this amazing chance to love. I can't thank you enough.

He Watches

2009-04-27T13:35:00.000-07:00

“My” girls (Jana/Sarah) and I have been having some sleepless nights of late – for no very good reason. Tonight before heading off to “my dungeon” (that’s just how we refer to my room downstairs – didn’t want any of you to think I was a dragon) we discussed that we must be battling the enemy in some way, shape or form for all of us to be not sleeping at the same time. I reminded Jana and Sarah that we were probably doing something right for Christ – which the Devil does not appreciate. So anyways the girls knew just what to do. We prayed for Jesus to cover our “mansion” with his blood protection. After tossing and turning the whole of last night – Jesus blessed me with this devotion.

“A sensitive, timid little boy, long ago, was accustomed to lie down to sleep in a low ‘trundle bed,’ which was rolled under his parents’ bed by day and was brought out for his use by night. As he lay there by himself in the darkness, he could hear voices of his parents, in their lighted sitting-room across the hallway, on the other side of the house. It seemed to him that his parents never slept; for he left them awake when he was put to bed in the morning. So far this thought was a cause of cheer to him, as his mind was busy with imaginings in the weird darkness of his lonely room.

After loving good-night words and kisses had been given him by both his parents, and he had nestled down to rest, this little boy was accustomed, night after night, to rouse up once more, and to call out from his trundle-bed to his strong-armed father, in the room from which the light gleamed out, beyond the shadowy hallway, ‘Are you there, papa?’ And the answer would come back cheerily, ‘Yes, my child, I am here.’ ‘You’ll take care of me tonight, papa, won’t you?’ ‘Yes, I’ll take care of you, my child,’ was the comforting response. ‘Go to sleep now. Good night.’ And the little fellow would fall asleep restfully, in the thought of those assuring good-night words.”

By: Henry Clay Trumball – Keep A Quiet Heart - Author: Elizabeth Elliot

Psalm 4: 8 “I will lie down and sleep in peace, for you alone, O Lord, make me dwell in safety.”

Psalm 63: 6-8 “On my bed I remember you; I think of you through the watches of the night. Because you are my help, I sing in the shadow of your wings. My soul clings to you; your right hand upholds me.”

Psalm 121

“I lift my eyes to the hills- where does my help come from? My help comes from the Lord, the Maker of heaven and earth. He will not let your foot slip – he who watches over (Jena, Jana & Sarah) will not slumber; indeed, he who watches over Israel will neither slumber nor sleep. The Lord watches over (Jena, Jana & Sarah) – the Lord is your shade at your right hand; the sun will not harm you by day, nor the moon by night. The Lord will keep you from all harm – he will watch over (Jena, Jana, & Sarah’s) life: the Lord will watch over your (our) coming and going both now and forevermore.”

For the record – you would think that after spending two years alone in Uganda this girl would be use to spending sleepless nights alone but– ummm NOPE! Don’t get me wrong Jesus has been the perfect companion for me - but there is something very comforting about the fact that I am going home to be in my own bed on Hill Road in Youngsville in only 34 DAYS. (That’s only thirty- three nights) Just sayin…. Holla at you later gang! MMMMMMMMMWAH

My Little Man Trevor

2009-04-23T12:45:00.000-07:00

Read the April 13th post for more information on Trevor.

P.S.

2009-04-22T13:28:00.000-07:00

Jake says 'Happy Birthday!'

Happy Birthday Daddy!

2009-04-22T13:03:00.000-07:00

Hey Puff Daddy! Just wanted to wish you a Happy Birthday! Hope Momma takes good care of you! Guess what I will be home in like 41 days and we can eat pizza and wings until we are sick to our stomachs! We can also go to Sheetz and get diet coke and cheesy pretzels :) CANT WAIT!!! I could almost swear I am so excited...ummm but I won't ...folks may not look tooo kindly on a swearing Missionary -A Marine might be able to pull it off....JK....Nways LOVE U MEAN IT!!!!

TREVOR

2009-04-13T14:10:00.000-07:00

I don't really know where to begin when I mutter this child's name out of my lips...but I feel led to share his story - Please bare with me family - and Holy Spirit give me direction. Recently - I have been making weekly visits to Mulago Hospital here in Kampala with Andrew and Christina Berry. Lately we have been ministering to a lady named Brenda and her son Trevor. Trevor is very sick -in fact he has tb (tuberculosis) on the brain which has caused cerebral meningitis and we also just learned that he has hydrocephalus( cerebral spinal fluid in the brain) . He's chances of survival are not good. And to be honest with you I am not happy about the care this young boy is receiving. Trevor is currently sharing oxygen with a child next to him and is not getting any medicine (such as morphine) for pain. The doctors were denying him treatment because his father told Mulago that the "child was the government's responsibility." So this put a bad taste in the doctors mouth towards Trevor. Nway, the Berry's and I were able to get the child a cat scan to reveal what truly was the matter. (120,000/=) shillings which is equivalent to like sixty bucks...Often times -people here in the city are very quick to ask for 'assistance' but Brenda never asked. This woman's character is so amazing to me. Her heart so is genuine - not fake. The scan revealed the hydrocephalus - We prayed with the mother and headed out. I guess what tugs at my heart the most is the incredible faith the mother Brenda has. After praying over her son that day - she gave us 'a push' and just put out her hands to embrace mine. "God bless you", she said. I had nothing to say in response to that. ....All my peanut brain could think of was - Why in the world are you telling God to bless me??? Your son is going to die any day now - and your not asking God to bless him or you rather? On the way out - Christina asked the doctor whether it was possible to schedule surgery for 'our boy' asap. She wondered because of the Easter holiday if that is why they were delaying. The doctor walked away - Brenda shared that she would be able to talk to a neurosurgeon on Tuesday. Tomorrow we will go see if Trevor is still fighting for his life.

I talked to John Mark(my friend who is a 5th yr med student)over the weekend and I was encouraged to learn that Mulago does offer shunt insertions. A shunt is a device used to drain the fluid from the brain. He also told me of another hospital option nearby that specializes in hydrocephalus. Although, this news is refreshing to hear I am concerned that our little man may not hold on much longer...

I must admit watching Trevor and his mother suffer -has been an experience I will never forget- With 48 days remaining on this continent I can't help but think of all that God has done within my own heart while here in Africa. Ohh God, I am not happy that this child is in pain but I am so grateful that you have given me the opportunity to hold Trevor's whithering fingers, rub his sweaty brow, and pray over him. How precious this life is to you. I was talking to Momma about how comforting it is to just say YOUR name out loud. Oh Jesus, may I never forget Trevor or the faith of his mother. I pray that if its your will that Trevor may live to one day mutter your sweet name....but God if you decide to take his life from this earth may his mother choose to 'sing of your mercy that will leds her through valleys of sorrow to rivers of joy.'

I use to tell Cor that things will get better in the morning - That is not always true - things may not get better in the morning for Trevor - the reality is they may get WORSE - he may perish or in reality he may not even be alive as I am typing this ....

" I will extol you, O Lord, for you have drawn me up and have not let my foes rejoice over me. O Lord my God, I cried to you for help, and you have healed me. O Lord, you have brought up my soul from Sheol: you restored me to life from among those who go down to the pit. Sing praises to the Lord, O you his saints, and give thanks to his holy name. For his anger is but for a moment and his favor for a lifetime. Weeping may tarry for the night but joy comes with the morning. As for me, I said in my prosperity, 'I shall never be moved.' By your favor, O Lord, you made my mountain stand strong; you hid your face: I was dismayed. To you, O Lord, I cry, and to the Lord I plead for mercy. ' What profit is there in death, if I go down to the pit? Will the dust praise you? Will tell of your faithfulness? Hear, O Lord, and be merciful to me! O Lord, be my helper!' You have turned my mourning into dancing: you have loosed my sackcloth and clothed me with gladness, that my glory may sing your praise and not be silent. O Lord my God, I will give thanks to you forever! "

Psalms 30:1-12

And then there was Sulli...

2009-03-23T06:25:00.000-07:00

Hey All!!! I am sippin some sweeet tea here in the busy city of Kampala and thought I'd write and tell you about my new 'brother'. I am sure some of you are wondering how one acquires a new sibling while living in a foreign country...but then again maybe not because most of you know how the Thornton family rolls - really if you know my family pretty well you know that we have knack for acquiring people....That's what we do....It sort of defines us :) HAHAHA Nway, recently my fam connected with one of Cory's Corp buddies and well to make a long story - they adopted him as a son. Not a 'legit' adoption :) but something I definitely want to get on board with so to speak. Most of you in Y-town have probably already met Sulli but the 'new' brother idea has just reached me here in UG and I am totally 'down' with having another sibling!!!! Here's the little I know about Sulli so far - He's tight with Cory,He's a fighter, He's country (from Texas but we aren't loving him any less for that - especially since I just wrote my last blog on that very subject :) , He eats a lot, He swims, Calls Mom - Momma , He took over my bathroom at home and Saturday changed the oil in Lahonda...so to sum this all up I have decided to get on the bandwagon and join my family. I too have adopted him as part of us :) Welcome to the fam Sulli! Consider that your official shoutout from your sister in Africa! And you probably don't have access to this blog but but just so you are aware one of the 'requirements' for being a sister to Jena is that you MUST let me pinch your muscles!!! JK

So now I am getting a little carried away -Back to the real reason for writing this....My NEW Marine Brother is on his way to Iraq TODAY!!! That's right ladies and gentlemen you read that right :( I know that a lot of stuff is happening in our country right now and I know I don't have power to decide who stays on the home front or who goes overseas... but I can choose to PRAY. I could also choose to pout and get all emotionally and stuff - but what good would that do...SERIOUSLY.. That is not a good thing for a sister of NOW TWO MARINES to do. 'What doesn't kill you makes you stronger right???' So 'in light' of Sulli leavin and Cory's soon departure just around the corner - I found the following story quite meaningful during my devo.

" In World War II, Ernest Gordon was a British captive in a Japanese prison camp by the River Kwai in Burma, where the POWs were forced to build a 'railroad of death' for transporting Japanese troops to the battlefront. They were tortured, starved, and worked to the point of exhaustion. Nearly 16,000 died. Gordon survived the horrors of that experience and wrote about it in a monumental work, Through the Valley of the Kwai, published in 1962...He describes one occasion when, at the end of a work day, the tools were being counted before the prisoners returned to their quarters. A guard declared that a shovel was missing. He began to rant and rave, demanding to know which prisoner had stolen it. Working himself into a paranoid fury, he ordered whoever was guilty to step forward and take his punishment.

No one did. 'All die!' the guard shrieked . 'All die!' He cocked his rifle and aimed at the prisoners. At that moment, one man stepped forward. Standing at attention he calmly declared, 'I did it.'

The Japanese guard at once clubbed the prisoner to death. As his friends carried away his lifeless body, the shovels in the tool shed were recounted - only to reveal that there was no missing shovel.

Unlike the situation of those prisoners staring into the cocked and loaded gun of a deranged guard, you and I do not face death from a fellow sinner. What we face is the righteous threat of furious wrath from a holy God. That is the threat faced by all who have gone astray, by each one who has turned to his own way. In our case, the shovel is missing; there is in fact a great deal more that's missing. We are indeed guilty of sin and deserving punishment... But the innocent One - stepped forward to die for the rest of us......."

Cross Centered Life By: C J Mahaney

If my memory serves me right I think the USMC motto - is God, Country, Corp....I am not really sure if my new bro has those things in order in his life or not - I can assume he has the Country and Corp part under control -but as far as God - I don't exactly know his thoughts about the one who hung the stars in the sky. So join me in prayer for Sulli not only for his safety but also that Christ would speak to his heart. That he would know what or whom rather he is standing for if he indeed does face a "All die" moment in Iraq.

THANK U FOR READIN AND PRAYIN AS ALWAYS X

Aslan Gave

2009-03-18T12:15:00.000-07:00

Late last night I was having a little heart to heart convo with one of my fellow team -mates.. I don't want to go into much detail...but we both did alot of listening to each other and watching each others tears fall. Sarah and I basically discussed why we were here - to put it in the most simplistic terms - WE ARE HERE TO LOVE PEOPLE AS CHRIST LOVED US!! Now, that truth is definitely easier said then done - and trying to not let yourself be vulnerable to your emotions- knowing when to hold back and when to give in .. - This has definitely been a battle for me in knowing how to balance the relationships I have made here in UG. How much is tooo much to offer of one-self ??? And I as I prepare to leave this place knowing how to withdraw myself from the people my heart as grown so very attached too. As I with Sarah - fighting back tears....I came to the realization that her heart was like mine - I saw in her the same passion for the people of Uganda that I have. It was a moment that will be fixed in my memory for sometime. It was neat to have someone apart from the Lion actually know my heart. She too has truly connected with these precious people. Its a mutual feeling that not all can share....but I am grateful to Jesus we have that common bond. I guess it erks my spirit sometimes when I hear stories of missionaries who have been on the field for 20 plus years and yet still have yet to grasp the concept of Christ's love. Some think its best to sit indoors all day and just pray for the lost and suffering...Others (busy) themselves with excessive bible studying - ministry - or seminary classes. Then there is also the missionary tourist - who is all about his/her high techno camera and visiting all cool vaca spots because their children may never be able to see those places ever again....Don't get me wrong its not a sin to study the word or take family vacations - Trust me - I definitely don't have this missionary business all figured out...I must admit Jena Louise Tager has made mistakes with relating to people on the field. From the short two years I have been in Uganda - here's what I have learned about ministry: Life is all GIVING OF ONE SELF for another (To the suprise of many its not all about JENA :)

"Near the end of C.S. Lewis's The Lion, The Witch and the Wardrobe, the children Lucy and Susan are on the Hill of the Stone Table on a moonlit night. From a distance they watch tearfully as Aslan the lion submits to torment from the White Witch and her rabble monsters - who are there because of the treachery of the girls' brother Edmund. He is bound, shorn of his golden mane, muzzled...then tied to the table and killed. After these vile creatures have gone, the two sisters creep out of their hiding place to approach the table. They spend the rest of that night weeping over Aslan's body.

When dawn comes and the girls are shivering in the early morning coolness, they turn from the table to try and warm themselves by walking. As they watch the sky turn red and gold from the sunrise, they hear behind them ' a great cracking, deafening noise.' They hurry back, and are overcome with yet more grief at what they see: The Stone Table was broken into two pieces by a great crack that ran down it from end to end: and there was no Aslan.

Suddenly their cries and questions are interrupted by 'a great voice behind their backs.' They looked around. There, shining in the sunrise, larger then they had seen before, shaking his mane...stood Aslan himself.

Susan tries to ask him if he's a ghost. Aslan stooped his golden head and licked her forehead. The warmth of his breath and a rich sort of smell that seemed to hang about his hair came all over him. 'Do I look it?' he said.

Finally, after both girls have ' flung themselves upon him and covered him with kisses, ' Susan asks....'But what does it all mean????' "
The Cross Centered Life By : C J Mahaney

Chewin

2009-03-14T12:44:00.000-07:00

" The cross is the blazing fire at which the flame of our love is kindled, but we have to get near enough for its sparks to fall on us." John Stott

FACES

2009-03-09T06:35:00.000-07:00

"Everybody smiles in the same language. And for that, I am so grateful." Jena Lee

Kobusinge

2009-03-05T12:13:00.000-08:00

Hey!!!!! Sooo - I maybe a little slow but it just dawned on me that my term here in UG is almost coming to a close...May is just around the corner. I can't believe its already March. CRAZINESS!!! Nways, I am amazed at how great my God is and I can't even begin to describe all the wonderful things HE has done in my life here in Africa. One thing that he has been teaching me lately is about peace. Kobusinge was a nickname I was given when I use to do homevisits. The name in Ruyankore means that 'peace is with you'. Its quite humbling to think that when someone looks at you they see peace. Its even more humbling to think about when you replace that with 'Jesus (himself) is with you'. Hmmm - Can't say I always live up to that one...I think of Bean, Angel Bunny, Baby Duck, Ms. Stephanies Fav, and the other random nicknames I have been given over the years - and though they are fun and mean much to me - they dont really have any spiritual significance. I mean don't get me wrong I can most of the time live up to Bean :) ...but Kobusinge is who I should strive to be. When people (whether white, brown, yellow, or red) look at me I hope they see the Prince of Peace. Peace himself gave me the above sunrise over the water setting to forever hold in my mind when I think of this place...and he also gave me this passage last night when my brain couldn't shut off. Proverbs 3:21- 26 'My child, hold on to wisdom and reason. Don't let them out of your sight! They will give you life. Like a necklace, they will beautify your life. - Then you will go on your way in safety. - And you will not get hurt - You won't need to be afriad when you lie down. - When you lie down, your sleep will be peaceful. You won't be afraid of trouble coming suddenly. You won't need to fear the ruin that comes to the wicked. The Lord will keep you safe. He will keep you from being trapped.'

Dr. Pepper Shoutout :)

2009-02-24T07:06:00.000-08:00

Guess what???!!!! The Peppers communicated with me via email today and it feels like forever since I have heard from them...Nways if you get time you should totally check out their blog site. Follow the link under found under 'My homies' section.

For those of you who don't know Dr. Pepper - He was my former supervisor in Mbarara and I really miss he and his lovely wife. I LOVE U BOTH AND I AM PRAYING FOR YOU AND MY 'SIBLINGS' ;)

My Heart Your Home

2009-02-22T11:36:00.000-08:00

Just got off skype with Momma and my heart is heavy. I thought I'd share these Watermark lyrics with ya'll - They have really comforted me since my Momma isn't here right now to hold me. Jesus I am inviting you here to this place. Embrace me Daddy.

'Come and make my heart your home - Come and be everything I ever know and love search me through and through til my heart becomes a home for you (repeat)-

A home for yooooou Lord, A home for you ohhhh Lord

Let everything I do open up a door for you to come through - that my heart will be a place where you want to be - you are my portion filling up everything - you are the fortune causing my heart to see - that its amazing that you could make yourself at home with me. ' X

City Livin'

2009-02-19T11:33:00.000-08:00

Hey Ya'll, I am currently listening to George Strait :) 'You get carried away...'(Sorry Amie) and trying to come up with words to express these pictures and the emotions I have while holding these precious little ones...but there are really none....Umm yeah these city children are loved just the same by God as the children in Mbarara. Go figure right???!!! I mean you think the country ones would be more popular with J.C. :) Haha. Apart from his love for the children, God has really done a number on my heart. Most of you know that I was asked to leave Mbarara recently - I was a bit nervous about this move. Moving from comfortable to uncomfortable is never an option that I or perhaps alot of people would choose. But God is sooo FAITHFUL and HIS plans for us are always best. I mean I totally prefer cows and goats in the road over motorcycle and taxi congestion...but To make a long story short -he has shown me that I CAN BE HAPPY AND CONTENT in a big city! There is a huge network of house churches here set up mostly by IMB missionaries and run by local Ugandan pastors. "My" team(Will,Jana,Sarah,Jakes) will hopefully be helping to train some children pastors. Jake is telling me I have to sleep now. So bye. LOVE LOVE

My New Crib

2009-02-09T03:51:00.000-08:00

Hey All, This is my new house where I stay with Sarah and Jana (the two handson chickas) I am working with. Below are mostly pictures from my bedroom - but also include my sweeeeet outdoor porch, living room and bathroom. Jake is going to help me upload a video of the complete house. Hope ya'll enjoy :) HUGS

For Amie

2009-02-09T03:36:00.000-08:00

This is for Amie Sexton :) No explanation needed....

New Mailing Address

2009-01-29T11:06:00.000-08:00

BMU/ Jena Tager
P.O. Box 1734
Kampala Uganda

South Africa Baaaby

2009-01-29T05:38:00.000-08:00

Below Jana(My UG Girl),Amanda (Carolina Girl :) Me, Laekan (My Buddy)

Kimber (My Twin LOL) Below: Jana, Me, Sarah (My other UG girl)

Below: Jake (My UG Boy)

This is me with Josh, Laekan and Shaila - This gang is serving in Malawi

This is Justin Morgan ladies and gentlemen :)

This chicka is Stacie - She is doing my 'job' in South Africa. She is a pretty amazing person. She served in Botswana for a term and is now back on the field. She took good care of me while in South Africa

Pictured Below :Allyson & Hunter , and Me & Jake - We are swing dancing....Allyson was real good she could actually flip ! Country girls ROCK!

Hunter is holding a dead bat :) And I thought this picture had to make the blog

This is Phyllis - She and her husband are in charge of the HandsOn program. They have served in Africa for a long time. She has really been a strong encouragement to me through this emotionally rough transition from Mbarara to Kampala. I LOVE HER AND PRAISE GOD FOR THE COMFORT AND ADVICE SHE HAS BROUGHT ME.

MY GIRLS - Jana and Sarah

Hunter, Laekan, Jena, Josh

Josh :)

Christina & Me

Last House Party in Mbra :(

2009-01-14T04:51:00.001-08:00

From Mbarara To Kampala

2009-01-11T05:55:00.000-08:00

HEY ALL, SORRY TO HAVE KEPT YOU OUT OF THE LOOP FOR SOOO WAY VERY LONG - UMMM I HAVE ALOT OF GOOD EXCUSES (SEE MY MOTHER FOR DETAILS) I WILL TOTALLY WRITE MORE LATER BUT FOR NOW - HERES WHAT YOU NEED TO KNOW...I WAS ASKED TO TRANSFER FROM MBRA TOWN TO KAMPALA. I SHIFTED MY THINGS JANUARY 6TH AND WILL BE LIVING THERE UNTIL MAY. ALTHOUGH I AM EXTREMELY SAD ABOUT LEAVING MY FRIENDS SO ABRUPTLY- I AM EXCITED TO SEE WHAT GOD WILL DO NEXT. RIGHT NOW I AM IN SOUTH AFRICA AT A HANDSON MEETING. HANDSON IS A NEW PROGRAM THE IMB HAS STARTED WHERE YOUNG PEOPLE (COLLEGE STUDENTS) FROM THE U.S. COME TO AFRICA FOR A SEMESTER TO LEARN ABOUT MISSIONS. I WILL HAVE A TEAM OF 4 JOINING ME IN KAMPALA. THATS REALLY ALL I GOT FOR NOW I PROMISE TO FEED YOU MORE INFO. AS I KNOW MORE. I AM COVETING YOUR PRAYERS MORE THEN EVER BEFORE!!!!. THANK U! XXXXX

Thanksgiving Service At UBC

2008-12-06T06:47:00.000-08:00

So I know Xmas is just around the corner but I thought I would post some pictures from our Thanksgiving Service at church. Every year at UBC - we have a special service that focuses on giving praise back to God for the blessings he has bestowed upon us throughout the year. It is a day where the body shares testimonies,fellowship, worship,drama - and food :) As my time here is almost over (my term ends in May) I am astounded about how great my God is. He has given me such precious friends - that I will never forget. Jesus - thank you for the people here in Mbarara that have made my life worth getting up each and every morning. It is my prayer that I will one day be able to love like them.

Hello Contrite

2008-11-09T05:49:00.001-08:00

Isaiah 57:11-18 "Whom have you so dreaded and feared that you have been false to me, and have neither remembered me nor pondered this in your hearts? Is it not because I have long been silent that you do not fear me? I will expose your righteousness and your works, and they will not benefit you. When you cry out for help, let your collection of idols save you! The wind will carry all of them off, a mere breath will blow them away. BUT THE MAN WHO MAKES ME HIS REFUGE will inherit the land and possess my holy mountain. And it will be said: 'Build up, build up, prepare the road! Remove the obstacles out of the way of my people.' For this is what the HIGH AND LOFTY One says - he who lives forever, whose name is holy: 'I live in a high and holy place, but also with him who is CONTRITE AND LOWLY in spirit, to revive the spirit of the lowly and to revive the heart of the contrite. I will not accuse forever, nor will I always be angry, for then the spirit of man will grow faint before me- the breath of man that I have created. I was enraged by his sinful greed. I punished him , and hid my face in anger, yet he kept on in his willful was. I have seen his ways, but I will heal him: I will GUIDE HIM and RESTORE comfort to him."

Oh Jesus - take me there! I want my spirit within to reflect what you want for me in everything. May it be 'all that I am devoted to YOU'

Clearing My Memory Card :)

2008-10-25T01:52:00.000-07:00

Friends in High Places

2008-10-22T10:41:00.000-07:00

Just a quick story - Monday I went to work in the clinic as usual - around 2 my friend called me and was like lets go swimming. Since the sun was shining I was like I am all for that idea....However, whenever this particular friend and I decide to go swim it rains. And by the time we finished our meal and headed home rain came. Rain came hard. In fact - I barely made it in the door - Ok so I was always told dont be near electrical things during a storm like chatting on the phone, watching a movie - blah blah blah ....me being the storm watcher that I am. Put a kettle of water on the stove - flung open the curtains, craweled onto my bed and connected my net :)Heehee. Nways,the rain wasnt just a light shower or sprinkle - but HARD CORE RAIN ;) While online, I heard a loud boom and I was like what was that noise???? My lights flicked on and off and then went completely off. I turned on my inverter and proceeded checking email. Smart huh??? At this point most people would have shut off all electric appliances and read a good book. Not me.

When the storm passed - I went outside. The loud boom or thud rather that I had heard before was a phone pole that had landed on my neighbors house. I immediately thought...oh geeez my neighbor is not going to be happy when she comes home and has no power and a pole sitting on her house. I investigated the 'scene' throughly - to discover that outside my bedroom window was a snapped wire. Yeah you read that right - a split electric wire just hanging...So I put two and two (the wire and pole) together and realized wow this is not very safe. But what do I do? So heres the thing - usually Whites around here are very demanding - like they think they are the superior race or something. Being a missionary and I all I tend not to think that way ....However, I am so grateful that I have a 'friend in high places' (and this would be where my neighbor comes in) The lady whose house the pole fell on comes from a very affluent family (her Dad owns Bell Liquior Company - One of Uganda's top selling beer products) Nways, She kind of told the electric company that if they didnt come out and fix the pole ASAP - someone was going to be seriously hurt or killed.

The good news is they came! And we had power like the very next day!!! And no one was hurt! Soooo I am totally praising God for this! I am grateful for my neighbor FORSURE and my Jesus for sparing my life yet another day!

Just another day in Africa....

2008-10-19T08:51:00.000-07:00

Hey Guys!Some days I wonder what in the world am I doing here in Mbarara Uganda? This thought actually has crossed my mind alot lately has I consider that my time here is almost over. I leave in May. Wow! How mind boggling....So many mixed emotions -How can I leave a people whos hearts have become attached to mine??? Will anyone replace me? What's next??Back to Carolina - more school? Yeah I dont know - but I do know this much - the HERE AND NOW needs to be my focus.

On Wednesday - I read a book to my new students entitled the "Orphan Boy". Though - I didnt really agree with the whole context of the story I was able to tie in Psalms 68:5. If you dont know the verse it states " He is the Father to orphans." As I looked into the faces of my students - I realized that most of the children that attend either have one parent left living or none at all. I can't imagine life without a father. (Fortunately for me God blessed me with two :)Nways, the good news is that these children have hope because he looks down and sees them ALL OF THEM.

I was rather late today for worship - so I slipped in the back. I noticed a small girl in a coral colored dress twirling around in circles as the praise music lingered in the background. I caught her eye and she stared at me out of curiosity (I assume because of my skin color) she finally got up the courage to walk up to me. Her icey cold hands stroked my hand. I grasped her hand with both of mine. The music quickly faded completely and the small girl found her place on my lap. To be honest with you...the child was dirty from head to toe. As she sat with me I swatted the flies buzzing over her head - I saw her take her fingers and begin to pick the earwax from her ear...Immediately distracted from the service - I watched to see just where the girl was going to place that wax from her ear canal. Was the wax going on the floor?? On my dress??? In her mouth??? Should I put the child down??? Um to make a long story less long...the wax went on her coral dress. My friend Anthea approached me about this time and asked me for a bandaid for her finger. I gave it to her -and as I looked back down at the child I saw pus oozing from her ear. OHHH...God - I gagged - the stench of her picking at her ear finally reached my noise - I still choose to not put her down. I began to pray....I clenched her little frame closer to me...I'd like to tell you 'supergirljt' put her previous ENT knowledge into practice and played nurse... But no instead I held her....and when the pastor called for the kids to go to Sunday School I told her to go....

She left my presence and I was left thinking THIS IS MY HERE AND NOW. This is what is on Jena's plate for today. It brings HIM glory when we love on HIS children.

"Moonless Trust"

2008-09-26T09:22:00.000-07:00

So I read this in my devotion the other day and wanted to share. Sorry Amie this probably isn't want you wanted ...but here it goes...

"Some of you are perhaps feeling that you are voyaging just now on a moonless sea. Uncertainty surrounds you. There seems to be no signs to follow. Perhaps you feel about to engulfed by loneliness. There is no one to whom you can speak of your need. Amy Carmichael wrote of such a feeling when, as a missionary of twenty- six, she had to leave Japan because of poor health, then travel to China for recuperation, but then realized God was telling her to go to Ceylon. ...I have on my desk her original hanndwritten letter of August 25th, 1894, as she was en route to Colombo. ' All along, let us remember, we are not asked to understand, but simply obey...On July, 28 Saturday I sailed. We had to come on board on Friday night, and just as the tender (small boat) where were the dear friends who had come to say goodbye was moving off, and the chill of loneliness shivered through me, like a warm love-clasp came the long-loved lines - 'And only Heaven is better than to walk WITH CHRIST AT MIDNIGHT, OVER MOON-LESS SEAS.' I couldn't feel frightened then. Priase Him for the moonless seas - all the opportunity for proving Him to be indeed the El Shaddai,' the God who is Enough.' "

Keep a Quiet Heart
By Elizabeth Elliot

Ohhh Jesus show me that you are sufficient for me.

Hidden In You

2008-09-05T11:39:00.000-07:00

"He who dwells in the shelter of the Most High, WILL REST in the shawdow of the Almighty. I will say of the Lord, 'He is my REFUGE and my FORTRESS, my God, in whom I trust. ' Surely he will save you from the fowler's snare and the deadly pestilence. HE WILL COVER YOU WITH HIS FEATHERS, AND UNDER HIS WINGS YOU WILL FIND REFUGE; his faithfulness will be your shield and rampart. You will not fear the terror of night,nor the arrow that flies by day, nor the pestilence that stalks in the darkness, nor the plague that destroys at midday. A thousand may fall at your side, a thousand at your right hand, but it will not come near you. You will only observe with your eyes and see the punishment of the wicked. If you make the Most High your dwelling - even the Lord, who is MY REFUGE - then no harm will come near your tent. FOR HE WILL COMMAND HIS ANGELS CONCERNING YOU TO GUARD YOU IN ALL YOUR WAYS: THEY WILL LIFT YOU UP IN THEIR HANDS, so that you will not strike your foot against the stone. You will tread upon the lion and the cobra: you will trample the lion and the serpent.

'Because he loves me, ' says the Lord , 'I will rescue him; I will protect him, for he acknowledges my name. He will call upon me, and I will answer him: I will be with him in trouble, I will deliver him and honor him. With long life will I satisfy him and show him my salvation."

Psalm 91

Stormin'

2008-09-03T06:47:00.000-07:00

I know storms are a 'brewin' back home right now ...and rainy season has officially started here in Mbarara...In fact to be honest with you God is stirring within me a spirit of broken-ness. The following poem kind of describes how I feel at this time.

"In my eyes, I imagine that my soul is an ocean where I am tossed by the raging storms of life. Emotions run through my being and all of a sudden I am sailing far beyond the existence of anything and everything. The shore is distant in my view and in light of all reality, it seems impossible to reach. As a sailor battles to stay afloat during a storm, I too, fight, not to stay afloat, but to stay focused on solid rock close to the shoreline, in hopes that I may soon walk again on dry ground." BY :BAC

Change Are You Serious???

2008-08-24T08:34:00.000-07:00

Quite frankly -every since I was a small child -I've hated the word 'change' ...it meant something had to be different whether it was something small like a piece of furniture being moved to the other side of the room or a wall being knocked down (which happens often in my house purposefully - LOVE U MOM) or something major relating directly to Jena - like for example a failed relationship or something in my character that needed adjusting. But anyway, I was recently accused of having a 'stub - born' ;) streak. Yeah, believe it or not this girl can get feisty...and sometimes unfortunately if I am not careful it sneaks up in me and out of me. YIKES!!! So as I am now 24 years young :) ...you would think that I would have this change thing down pat...at least a little. But no -ugh ! God is reminding me that I am 'a work in progress' I am glad he sees the end - the finished project - because sometimes I wonder if it would be easier if he just toook me out. (took out meaning like with a gun - gosh the brother influence popping up here) Nways, after all my babble Enoch (our new pastor here and my good friend) reminded me today that we are called to change.

Genesis 12:1-9 'Then the Lord said to Abram, "Leave your country, your relatives and your father's family. Go to the land I will show you. I will make a great nation, and I will bless you. I will make you famous. And you will be a blessing to others. I will bless those who bless you. I will place a curse on those who harm you. And all the people on earth will be blessed through you." 'So Abram LEFT Haran as the Lord had told him. And Lot went with him. At this time Abram was 75 YEARS OLD. Abram took his wife Sarai, his nephew Lot and everything they owned. They took all the servants they had gotten in Haran. They set out from Haran, planning to go to the land of Canaan. In time they arrived there. Abram traveled through that land. He went as far as the great tree of Moreh at Shechem. The Canaanites were living in the land at that time. The Lord appeared to Abram. The Lord said, "I will give this land to your descendants." So Abram built an altar there to the Lord,who appeared to him. Then Abram traveled from Shechem to the mountain east of Bethel. And he set up his tent there. Bethel was to the west, and Ai was to the east. There Abram built another altar to the Lord and worshiped him. After this, he traveled on toward southern Canaan.'

Also read Eph. 2:1-10 & Romans 12:1-2

This man Abram LEFT - he was 75 and yet God was telling him to CHANGE DO SOMETHING/BE SOMEWHERE DIFFERENT. Guess if a old man can change a 24 year old girl has no right to shake her finger at God - and say "ARE YOU FOR-REAL??? " ....Plus he can snap my finger in half if he wants....Just a thought

Clinic with Maddie and Mom

2008-08-12T11:05:00.000-07:00

Hey All! Sorry to leave you without an update for a very long time. ( I especially want to apologize to Amie Sexton ...who was probably about to get an ulcer from worrying about me here in Uganda...LOVE U MEAN IT!!) Nways, Wanted to share a 'few' pictures from the clinic...since I have yet to do that - and my stepmom was quite a blessing to have around because I always forget to take my camera to the clinic. Thanks Katie! Now that is out of the way...Alot of you have been wondering what it is I do in the Clinic so here it goes. Most clinic days (which are Mon,Tues, Fri) for me start around 9:00 am. The different days are broken into different age catogories...like for example infants come every Tuesday. The patients enter a small room and their patient 'paper' is laid on a table. Each 'paper' contains a pt identification number. One person looks for the pt's chart( like a file folder with a binder) in a filing cabinent and then when located inserts the 'paper' into the chart. Next the patient's name is read aloud and one by one the patient's are weighed and measured. After these vitals are obtained the patients are separated into two groups (or more depending on how many doctors are available to see children) The children then enter a hallway where they wait for their name to be called by the doctor. After seeing the doctor - the patient will hand me their 'paper' which contains the prescription hand-written by the doctor. I take the 'paper' and record every detail about the patient into a record book. I then package and instruct the patient how to take the drug(s). The patient receives general medication from me (ie: multivitamins,septrine, cough syrup...etc) before going down to the pharmacist to receive treatment for HIV.

What I like most about this job...is the interaction I have with these hurting children. To see them run up to me and hug me or just to stroke my arm because white skin is so uncommon to them. I also enjoy establishing relationships with my fellow employees and learning about culture from them. These people have touched my lives in so many ways. I thank Jesus that he has given me the privilege to work with them.

I want to not only thank my Savior but also my family! My step-mom and sister that you see pictured recently came to visit me here in Mbarara. It was a HUGE BLESSING to have them work alongside of me and 'walk in my shoes'. I appreciate the effort they took to travel so far away to a land so unlike their own...just because they love me that much.

Thank you Mom and Maddie! These people will never forget your generosity and I am not one to ever forget your love! YOU GUYS ROCK MY WORLD!!! MMMMMMWAH

For The Warriors

2008-07-18T14:26:00.000-07:00

I AM BACK IN AFRICA!! Just wanted to let the faithful prayer warriors know...if you haven't already spoken to my mother via the telly. I am currently in Kenya for a conference but promise to write more when back to Mbarara. LOVE U ALL AND MISS U GUYS ALREADY

Counting the days until.....

2008-05-27T07:31:00.000-07:00

love on gavin mac, general & michaela
giggle till I cry with my sister
tease my jordie
ride in the ranger with my marine
eat bella shroom pizza till i'm sick :)
listen to 99.9 genuine country
eat momma's chicken tender salad
worship at MY church
see MY jessie wed
drink 'coffee' and catch up on life with mom & gracie
chat it up with aud
dance with amie and watch 'black' movies
have my back adjusted by the chiropractor
visit MY ENT DOCTOR
drink strawberry fraps from starbucks!!!
bojangles chicken biscuit with cheese pleeeeese (at least times 3)
all nighter at sheetz with MY jago
hug all four parents and not let go for awhile !!!!
arby's mozz. sticks baby!!!
lay in the sunshine on MY bed in MY room and take a nap with the big yellow dog that I am rather partial too ...while listening to country and gazing out MY big window
more pizza with the bartons/grays
visit triangle town center and tarjay
WELCOME TO MOES
be with my nana
nailz with lauren
watch a chick flick with erin marie!! (hey can i also swim in your pool???)
pump my own gas for MY lahonda and drive her around y-town with the sunroof back ;)
wendy's 'date' with katie anna to get a frosty ...so we can totally dip our french fries in them....because it tastes ohhh sooo very yummy!
abuse drew mckneely in sunday school (since i know how bad he misses my presence ...by the way who do you tease now that i am gone????)
take a long hot shower and use up the family water supply - because I know they miss me doing this LOL
hair by angela oooohhhh yeah - I desperately need a body wave!!
watch cory eat
play 'murder' with homegroup!!!

Dance Party (Quick...Quick...Slow...)

2008-05-20T03:28:00.000-07:00

Hey Peeps Back Home!!! Miss you all bunches!!! I am counting down the days until I reunite with all MY PEOPLE!! (I even plan on tracking down my favorite postman Mr.Ron) Yeah! Sooo I hope your excited (actually thrilled) regarding my arrival to the U.S. (If you aren't....well I guess it would be alright to pretend this time- its generally a sin to act fake...but I'll let a few select individuals slide since I'm spendin' the dough to come home..LOL...Can you tell I am a very anxious??? ;) Pictured below are a few friends I had over Friday night. These ladies are in the midst of exams - and needed a night away from their studies...so we went to dinner and then they came to my house for a 'dance' party. The word 'dance' is in quotations here because I can't really say that I did a good job defining the word over the weekend - I tried my best - but this Carolina girl had a hard time keeping up with these Ugandan ladies! Let's just say these ladies are expert and this girl has ALOT to learn! Anyways, B I can't wait to show you what I've learned. So get 'ready Youngsville here I come!!!!!!!!'

Mbarara University Student Medical Dinner

2008-05-08T07:54:00.000-07:00

Hey Guys! Sorry I haven't updated my blog in awhile. (Man...Amie you are extremely demanding...you know some people are busy serving Jesus and thats why they can't update their blog everyday...HA!! Seriously I REALLY DO LOVE YOU GIRL!!) Anyways - to those who were truly concerned I'm still alive and I am having some fun here. These pictures are from the Student Medical Dinner that is hosted annually here in Mbarara. The medical dinner is hosted by one of the local schools and is a time for relaxation for the students. We enjoyed a nice meal and live entertainment(dancing- which was AMAZING and some comedian performed - but I didnt understand the language -so I didnt laugh at the right moments;) My friend Anthea didn't have a 'date' and wasn't going to go. I told her "You absolutely have to go!!!" Why miss out because you don't have a date??? It didn't make sense to me! So .....you can probably guess what happened. Yeah...THIS VERY WHITE NON-MEDICAL STUDENT went as Anthea's date!!! We went to town and each of us found a black dress and attended ! I even found heels! I was pretty proud of myself! Although, I don't think they will go with the dress I am wearing for Jessie's weddin. (So keep your eyes open still Aud!!) My favorite part of the evening was hanging out with my friends! Rolland & Elijah the two guys I am pictured with above kept me laughing the whole night! Rolland kept dedicating songs to Elijah's girlfriend and even asked her to dance just to get a reaction out of him! Their constant teasing back and forth reminded me Cory picking on little Rob or vice versa. Anyways...My friends were VERY SURPRISED that I showed up and more importantly I think my good buddy Anthea had fun!

Patience's Wedding :)

2008-04-15T04:52:00.000-07:00

In Your Hands

2008-03-25T09:53:00.000-07:00

"I'm soooo secure your here with me - You stay the same - Your love remains...here in my heart -

So close I believe your holding me now in your hands I belong - You never let me go - So close I believe your holding me now in your hands I belong - you never let me go...

You gave your life - your endless love. - You set me free - And showed the way...Now I am found -

So close I believe your holding me now in your hands I belong -

You never let me go (repeat once)

All along - You were beside me - Even when I couldn't tell - Through the years you showed me more of you -more of you

So close I believe your holding me now in your hands I belong you'll never let me go (repeat like 7 times)

YOU NEVER LET ME GO!!! " By Hillsong

I wish I could sing this for you guys. Some of you are probably just grateful for the lyrics and that you can't hear my voice. LOL Anyways , this song has been really meaningful to me lately - and I think the guys at church are tired of me asking if we can sing it every Sunday :) To be honest with you - Its been difficult lately being away from all of you (especially family). But I must also admit that Jesus is a GREAT companion. He 'is here with me'. He laughs with me when I am happy and cries with me when I am sad and 'I AM SECURE BECAUSE HE HOLDS ME CLOSE ' like no other.

Girls Night At My House :)

2008-03-17T08:23:00.000-07:00

UNIVERSITY STUDENT RETREAT

2008-02-27T09:10:00.000-08:00

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY! X0XO

2008-02-14T08:36:00.000-08:00

Thank You WFENT ;) LOVE U LADIES BUNCHES

2008-02-14T08:16:00.000-08:00

Better Is One Day

2008-02-11T12:28:00.001-08:00

"How lovely is your dwelling place, O Lord Almighty! My soul yearns, even faints, for the courts of the Lord; my heart and my flesh cry out for the living God. Even the sparrow has found a home, and the swallow a nest for herself, where she may have her young - a place near your altar, O Lord Almighty, my King and my God. Blessed are those who dwell in your house; they are ever praising you. Blessed are those whose strength is in you, who have set their hearts on pilgrimage.

As the pass through the Valley of Baca, they make it a place of springs; the autumn rains also cover it with pools. They go from strength to strength, till each appears before God in Zion. Hear my prayer, O Lord God Almighty; listen to me, O God of Jacob. Look upon our shield, O God; look with favor on your anointed one.

Better is one day in your courts than a thousand elsewhere; I would rather be a doorkeeper in the house of my God than dwell in the tents of the wicked. For the Lord God is a sun and a shield , the Lord bestows favor and honor; no good thing does he withhold from those whose walk is blameless.

O Lord Almighty, blessed is the man who trusts in you." Psalms 84

Notes From Life App. Bible:
" The pilgrimage to the temple passed through the barren Valley of Baca. No specific valley has been identified with Baca. Because Baca can mean 'weeping', it may be a symbolic reference to the times of struggles and tears through which people must pass on their way to meet God. Growing strong in God's presence is often preceded by a journey through barren places in our lives. The person who loves to spend time with God will see his or her adversity as an opportunity to re-experience God's faithfulness. If you are walking through your own Valley of Baca today, be sure your pilgrimage leads towards God, not away from him."

Sunday Afternoon CarWash GOOD STUFF

2008-02-11T07:24:00.000-08:00

Out with my friends! (For Nana ;)

2008-01-30T11:45:00.000-08:00

Passion FRUIT FOR - REAL!!!

2008-01-20T06:09:00.000-08:00

Hey Guys! Whats up??? For those of you who keep up with my blog (ie: Amie & My Family) you probably remember my former blog regarding "the passion fruit project" anyways I want to let you guys know that seeds we planted FINALLY produced fruit. I am sooo happy to see the "fruit of our labor"...These fruits will not only benefit the members of our discipleship groups but also others...The seeds from these fruits will be used next planting season. More importantly - we've had several individuals in these groups come to know Jesus as their personal Savior. And that is something to get excited about!!! Probably my favorite "story" from this group is that a mother that hosts one of our discipleship groups at her home...her eldest recently got saved. Soooo its been encouraging for me to see God work in the lives and hearts of these precious people. ETERNAL FRUIT ISN'T THAT WHAT ITS ALL ABOUT???

Galations 5:13-25

"You, my dear brothers, were called to be free. But do not use your freedom to indulge the sinful nature, rather, serve one another in love. The entire law is summed up in a single command: 'Love your neighbor as yourself.'...So I say live by the Spirit, and you will not gratify the desires of the sinful nature. For the sinful nature desires what is contrary to the Spirit, and the Spirit contrary to the sinful nature. They are in conflict with other, so that you do not do what you want. But if you are led by the Spirit, you are not under law. The acts of the sinful nature are obvious: sexual immorality, impurity and debauchery; idolatry and witchcraft; hatred, discord, jealousy, fits of rage, selfish ambition, dissensions, factions and envy; drunkenness, orgies, and the like. I warn you , as I did before, that those who live like this will not inherit the kingdom of God. But the FRUIT OF THE SPIRIT IS love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness,and self-control.....THOSE WHO BELONG TO CHRIST JESUS HAVE CRUCIFIED the sinful nature with its passions and desires. Since we live by the Spirit, LET US KEEP IN STEP with the Spirit. "

I discovered this the other day!

2008-01-05T03:20:00.000-08:00

NO TURNING BACK

2008-01-01T04:28:00.000-08:00

"As the time approached for him to be taken up to heaven, Jesus resolutely set out for Jerusalem. And he sent messengers on ahead,who went into a Samaritan village to get things ready for him; but the people there did not welcome him, because he was heading for Jerusalem. When the disciples James and John saw this, they asked, 'Lord, do you want us to call fire down from heaven to destroy them?' But Jesus turned and rebuked them, and they went to another village. As they were walking along the road, a man said to him, 'I will follow you where-ever you go.'

Jesus replied, 'Foxes have holes and birds of the air have nests, but the Son of Man has no place to lay his head.' He said to another man, 'Follow me.' But the man replied, 'Lord, first let me go and bury my father.' Jesus said to him, 'Let the dead bury their own dead, but you go and proclaim the kingdom of God.'

Still another said, ' I will follow you, Lord; but first let me go back and say good-bye to my family.'

Jesus replied. ' NO ONE WHO PUTS HIS HAND TO THE PLOW AND LOOKS BACK IS FIT FOR SERVICE IN THE KINGDOM OF GOD.' Luke 9:51-62

This passage reminds me of the words of an old hymn :

"...though none go with me I still will follow...NO TURNING BACK..NO TURNING BACK.."

CHALLENGE: Think about a farmer turning around while plowing...What would happen??? What's keeping you from gazing ahead??? Are there distractions in your life that are causing you to choose the world over Christ?? Consider 'fixing your eyes' on Him in 2008.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY

CHRISTMAS IN MBARARA

2007-12-29T07:31:00.000-08:00

THANK YOU GUYS XXXOOO

2007-12-26T02:07:00.000-08:00

This is a "shout" out to all my WONDERFUL family and friends who sent me care packages for Christmas. Thank you all soooo much!

Drew and Lisa - WOW - What an amazing treat! May God bless you guys for your generosity! I really appreciate the notes of encouragement from my fellow peers and your faithful prayers every Sunday.

Grandma & Grandma Tager -Thank you for the goodies. I LOVED THE FRITOS and mini baby ruth bars! YUMMY ;)

Ms.Teri - I don't really know how to express how much I appreciated your gift. I didn't know whether to laugh or cry when I opened your gift xmas morning. I LOVED THE PINK "PURSE". Only you guys! I was also EXTREMELY excited about the bacon and aveeno shaving cream! All I could think about with the bacon - is how you loved cooking for "our" Marine....Awwww! Soon and very soon we will ALL be together again. Please give Lauren a hug for me!

Aunt Bonnie - Thanks again for the country music! I AM ENJOYING FORSURE

PLEASE STAY TUNED FOR MORE FUN XMAS PICTURES

This is worth chewing on!

2007-12-26T00:51:00.000-08:00

Hebrews 13:1-20

"Keep on loving each other as brothers. Do not forget to entertain strangers, for by so doing some people have entertained angels without knowing it. Remember those in prison as if you were their fellow prisoners, and those who mistreated as if you yourselves were suffering. Marriage should be honored by all, and the marriage bed kept pure, for God will judge the adulterer and all the sexually immoral. Keep your lives free from the love of money and BE CONTENT with what you have, because God has said, ' NEVER WILL I LEAVE YOU; NEVER WILL I FORSAKE YOU.' So we say with confidence, 'The Lord is my helper; I will not be afraid. What can man do to me?'

Remember your leaders, who spoke the word of God to you. Consider the outcome of their way of life and IMITATE their faith. Jesus Christ is the same YESTERDAY, TODAY, AND FOREVER. Do not be carried away by all kinds of strange teachings. It is good for our hearts to be strengthened by grace, not by ceremonial foods, which are of no value to those who eat them.We have an altar from which those who minister at the tabernacle have not right to eat.

The high priest carries the blood of animals into the Most Holy Place as a sin offering, but the bodies are burned outside the camp. And so Jesus also suffered outside the city gate to make the people holy through his own blood. Let us, then, go to him outside the camp, bearing the disgrace he bore. For here we do not have an enduring city, but we are looking for the city that is to come.

THROUGH JESUS, therefore, let us continually offer to God a sacrifice of praise - the fruit of lips that confess his name. AND DO NOT FORGET TO DO GOOD AND TO SHARE WITH OTHERS, for with such sacrifices God is pleased.

Obey your leaders and submit to their authority. They keep watch over you as men who must give account. Obey them so their work will be a joy, not a burden, for that would be of no advantage to you.

Pray for us. We are sure that we have a clear conscience and desire to live honorably in every way. I particularly urge you to pray so that I may be restored to you soon.

May the God of peace, who through the BLOOD of the eternal covenant brought back from the dead our Lord Jesus, that great Shepherd of the sheep, equip you with everything good for doing HIS WILL, and may he work in us waht is PLEASING TO HIM, THROUGH JESUS CHRIST, to whom be the glory for ever and ever. AMEN."

"WHAT DOES'NT KILL YOU MAKES YOU STRONGER!!??"

2007-12-05T10:22:00.000-08:00

Above: Kimber & Me Just Chillin To Some Tunes
Below: Me & Justin

Paul & Pharaoh Showing Some Muscle

The girl standing beside me is Kazoba. She received Christ while I was in Zambia ;) Go God!

Justin sleeping on the way to Peteake. HA! CAUGHT YA!

Justin making fun of Janet. Janet was usually asleep - this lady was rarely ever awake.

This is the shower we used while camping. You would have to draw your own water from the well - and then pour it into the silver bucket shown. Next you would use a rope to pull the bucket up and then it had like a facet attached and you would turn it whenever you wanted water. Yeah fun stuff! My Marine would be proud!

Me after a shower. Lets just say - you don't really care what you look like while in the bush - and "outfits" become quite interesting when your washing all of your clothes by hand. LOL

MEXICAN NIGHT - This was good eats! Kimber and I both went back for second helpings!

Pictured Below: Moe, Me & Roe- Ohh how I miss these guys! These two brothers were alot of fun. Moe liked to tell stories and do impersonations of people. And Pharaoh was a hard worker and enjoyed showing off by lifting weights ;)

Me holding a snake - that Kimber and I discovered the night before on our way to the toilet. We thought it was a black mamba - but its rightful name is a cape snake. DAD THIS PICTURE IS FOR YOU. THOUGHT YOU'D BE PROUD!

The following pictures were taken while Kimber and I stayed with a local Zambian family.

This family grew ground nuts - and we helped them shell the nuts. The children helped also. Eliz, Jude and Gift put the peanut shells on their ears to make earrings. GOOD TIMES. I love these girls!

This is the home Kimber and I stayed in for three nights. ( MICE INCLUDED)

This little guy is called Vincent. His daddy also referred to him as Mr.Trouble - Lets just say he is a typical two-year-old boy. ..That likes to get into whatever he can. He was very entertaining kid and brought much laughter to me during my short stay with his family.

Memory and I are watching Essna cook outside the "kitchen" because my eyes couldn't take the smoke. Essna is a pretty AMAZING person. She works soooo hard - I pray that I will never forget this lady and her kind heart. She was very humble and hospitable.

This is one of my most fondest memories of Zambia. Here I am teaching the children how to play tic-tac-toe in the dirt with a stick. Ohh how they loved the game! One boy named Jacob caught onto the game very fast and liked to play me for a "challenge" ;)

The girls trying to teach me hand games. Kimber picked these up alot faster than me.

Essna giving Mr.Trouble a bath. PRECIOUS

I LOVE THESE GUYS!!!!

This is E-liz. She is the firstborn child of Samuel and Essna. She loved getting attention from me and she also loved to dance. At times I could look over at her and she would be bobbing her head or shaking her hips ;) She had sooo much joy within and she definitely was not afraid to express that on the outside.

A very BIG spider - that Justin thought was going to attack me. It didn't in case you were wondering.

My Friend Moe

ROSES

2007-10-11T09:00:00.000-07:00

Ohh how Jesus continually blesses my soul! Whether its a flower in my yard or a person that crosses my path during the day. These flowers outside my home are so pretty ! I guess My Creator had fun making these. CHALLENGE THIS WEEK FOR FOLKS BACK HOME: Take time to "stop and smell the roses! " Really in all seriousness - Make sure your life doesn't get to busy that you don't take time to appreciate what the Heavenly Father has so graciously given to us for our enjoyment. He didn't HAVE to make flowers right???... And the rose in your life right now might not be an actual flower but a person instead. People are definitely more important. Pictured Above: This is Teddy - She is the "nurse" that works in the ped. clinic with me. This lady is a very hard worker and has become a dear friend. She was very excited to have her picture taken with me - especially because I told her I was going to show it to folks back home. I can't wait to see how God works in her life. Anyways - Pictured Below: Peace and I went out for home visits and we were both surprised to find that one of our clients had recently had a baby. I was sooo thrilled when the mom let me to hold this little one. The baby's name is Jordan. HOW COOL IS THAT - Jordan isn't a typical Ugandan name in case you were wondering. I had Peace translate and tell the mother that I had a brother with the same name. So Jor - I was definitely thinking of you today. I want you to know I LOVE YOU AND THANK JESUS FOR PLACING YOU IN MY LIFE.

I FEEL LOVED

2007-10-09T13:56:00.000-07:00

Last week, after a very long day - I was riding home with Dr.Pepper and he asked me if I wanted to stop and check the mail - how I could I decline the offer - I had heard that a couple of care packages were coming to me in the mail. "Sure sounds good - I am expecting some goodies..." Pepper went into the post office and quickly came out with four package slips for me ;)

I wanted to thank the following people for their generosity:

CAPENT - Thank you Sawyer soo much for the food and stickers. Wish you could have seen the faces of the children when we passed the stickers out. Even some of the ladies I work with in the clinic wanted them. It reminded me of our sticker "battles" between you and I. Good memories. I also appreciate the prayer letter and the faithfulness of your church body to pray for me. Peggy - Thank you for the candles! I LOVE THE SCENT. Sawyer - Please let the others know how grateful I am for their support. Bean ;)

TAGERS: Katie - I received the package with the Old Navy shirts, kitchen bags and candles. Thank you for answering this random/specific request - YOU ARE GOOD TO ME! White shirts don't really last long here and apparently africans don't use trash bags. I wanted to let Jordie know that I put the newspaper article of his cross country meet up on my fridge. I AM SOO PROUD OF HIM!

SHNARRON: WOW ! I loved your package! It was girlie and fun! The journal will come in handy - Can't wait to share my thoughts and stories with you one day! So much to tell. The candy was AMAZING- I have tried to limit myself - to make it last longer ;) I also wanted to let you know that I have put the "doodle" markers to use already - I am like a little kid when it comes to coloring - YOU KNOW ME TOO WELL. My favorite was your card - because you gave me a Gavin Mac. update. Its hard not being around to "hang" out with you and your growing family. Please know that I LOVE AND MISS YOU SHANNON. I've told Mom to give you a hug - so if she has forgotton -please remind her.

MOM&DAD: Last but not least....Where do I start...how about with the Velveeta Mac and Cheese. YUMMY! That definitely did not last long. Secondly, the shirts fit nicely Mom (I especially like the gray one from Tarjay) - you are becoming quite the expert on picking clothing items out for me. You never know I might make a shopper out of you. LOL I also enjoyed getting "my" slippers in the mail. They are keeping my feet warm on these stormy days we've been having lately. SO AS ALWAYS THANKS FOR BLESSING ME.

CONCLUSION:

THANK YOU ALL FOR SPOILING ME!!! I FEEL SOOOO LOVED

XXXOOO JENA ( aka Bean, Friend, Daughter,Baby Duck)

A Visit To The Neonatal Ward (Evas' Baby)

2007-09-29T09:53:00.000-07:00

I went with Sally Pepper today to take Evas some juice & fresh water - I was able to meet her baby girl and her husband Richard. What a joy she is!!! Of course I was dying to hold her - but she is still so fragile and her immune system quite weak. (see prayer requests) I was actually suprised they medical staff let me get close enough to take a few pictures. ONLY IN AFRICA! The Doctors and Nurses in the states would have flipped out! Anyways, The baby is eating well and the mother is fine also. Continue to pray for rest for Evas and that the baby would be healthy and infection free. She's such a little fighter. Ohh and the proud parents haven't come up with a name yet - so yeah if you guys have any suggestions let me know ;)

PASSION FRUIT PROJECT

2007-09-26T11:52:00.001-07:00

Every Wednesday the WOH (Word of Hope) Team visits four different dicipleship groups. Enoch (a fellow team-mate and friend) ia currently teaching lessons from the bible that apply to planting. Below Enoch and I are assisting the members in weeding their plant bed and we also "constructed" a cover to protect the seedlings from sunlight. Mom - you would have been proud of your daughter "digging in the dirt"....Thanks for teaching me what it means to work hard - and yes I did actually write that ;)

Fear Not Amie More To Come

2007-09-22T14:04:00.000-07:00

“Benaiah son of Johoiada was a valiant fighter from Kabzeel, who performed great exploits. He struck down two of Moab’s best men. He also went down into a pit on a snowy day and killed a lion. And he struck down a huge Egyptian. Although the Egyptian had a spear in his hand, Benaiah went against him with a club. He snatched the spar from the Egyptian’s hand and killed him with his own spear. Such were the exploits of Benaiah son of Jehoiada: he too was as famous as the three mighty men. He was held in greater honor than any of the Thrity, but he was not included among the Three. And David put him in charge of his bodyguard.” 2 Samuel 23:20-23

Remolding

“When I was a sophomore in high school, I broke my ankle playing basketball. Actually, I was just running down the court in one of our drills, and I tripped over a line on the floor. My ego hurt worse than my ankle! I spent the next month in a cast, and I remember questioning God. After all, He could have kept it from happening. But that broken ankle turned out to be a blessing in disguise….

Now, here’s the thing: I had tried for years to dunk a basketball. It was my holy grail. And ironically, it took a broken ankle for me to first achieve that goal. What seemed like a setback turned into a stepping stone. I dunked my first b-ball while wearing a cast on my left ankle. Here’s what happened: My body simply compensated for its brokenness. When you’re injured in one place, you’ve got to draw more strength from someplace else. My right leg grew stronger to compensate for my broken left ankle. It was brokenness that actually increased my capacity.

In the world of strength training, it is called the principle of supercompensation. When an athlete is pushed beyond the threshold of pain and exhaustion, the body overcompensates. The more a muscle is broken down, the more it builds back up. The same is true of our bones. The two hundred and six bones in the body are constantly going through a process called remodeling. They are being broken down by osteoclasts and built back up by osteoblasts. This process…is intensified when a bone is broken. Extra osteoblasts help rebuild the bone. There is a period of weakness where the bone is more vulnerable to re-injury. That is why we wear casts. But eventually the bone ends up stronger than it was to begin with because the body overcompensates. Very rarely does a bone break in the same place twice because the bone is thicker and stronger than it was before the break…

Almost like a broken bone that needs to be reset, God breaks us where we need to be broken. He fractures the pride and lust and anger in our lives, but He does it to remodel us into His image. And once, we heal, we end up stronger than we were to begin with…

I am not suggesting that you invite adversity into your life. For all we know, Benaiah’s battle with the Moabites and Egyptians was very possibly self-defense. But Benaiah recognized that those adverse circumstances could serve God’s purposes….Each adverse situation was part of God’s remodeling in his life.”

Challenge:

" Where have you [personally] been broken? What adverse circumstances are you facing [right now]? Do you have any overwhelming problems? Maybe God is remodeling you. Maybe the problem you never thought you could overcome will turn into …a [tremendous] opportunity."

The writing shared above is unfortunately not my own, the credit belongs to author/ pastor Mark Batterson. If you get the chance check out Mark’s book “In A Pit With A Lion On a Snowy Day. God has recently used this book as a tool to teach me more about himself. It is my prayer that He is working in your lives as well. Once again – thank you for reading what God has laid upon my heart. Jena

From Acorn To Oak Tree

2007-09-04T13:25:00.000-07:00

"The growth of all living green things wonderfully represents the process of receiving and relinquishing, gaining and losing, living and dying. The seed fall into the ground, dies as the new shoot springs up. There must be a splitting and a breaking in order for a bud to form. The bud 'lets go' when the flower forms. The calyx lets go of the flower. The petals must curl up and die in order for the fruit to form. The fruit falls, splits, relinquishes the seed. The seed falls to the ground... There is no ongoing spiritual life without the process of letting go. At the precise point we refuse, growth stops. If we hold tightly to anything given to us, unwilling to let it go when the time comes to let it go or unwilling to allow it to be used as the Giver means it to be used, we stunt the growth of the soul... It is easy to make a mistake here. 'If God gave it to me,' we say, 'it's mine. I can do what I want with it.' No. The truth is that it is ours to thank Him for and ours to offer back to Him, ours to relinquish, ours to lose, ours to let go of - if we want to find our true selves, if we want real Life, if our hearts are set on glory"...HANG WITH ME PEEPS..."Think of the self that God has given as an acorn. It is a marvelous little thing, a perfect shape, perfectly designed for its purpose, perfectly functional. Think of the grand glory of an oak tree. God's intention when He made the acorn was the the oak tree. His intention for us: " ...attaining to the whole measure of the fullness of Christ." (see eph.4:11-13 and also mt.28:18-20) ...When you look at the oak tree, you don't feel that the 'loss' of the acorn is a very great loss. The more you perceive God's purpose in your life, the less terrible will the losses seem." ALMOST FINISHED...KEEP READING: " God's ultimate plan was (is) as far beyond our imaginings as the oak tree is from the acorn's imaginings. The acorn does what it was made to do, without pestering its Maker with questions about when and how and why. We who have been given an intelligence and a will and a whole range of wants that can be set against the divine Pattern for Good are asked to believe Him. We are given the chance to trust Him...'When will we find it? ' we ask. The answer is, 'Trust Me.' 'How will we find it?,... 'Trust Me! 'Why must I let myself be lost? ' The answer is , 'Look at the acorn and trust Me."

Passion and Purity

by: Elizabeth Elliot

So this is what my Heavenly Father has been teaching me lately. Feel free to shoot me an email if you have any questions/comments regarding this brief devotion. Thanks for letting me share! Jena

YOU MIGHT BE A REDNECK IF...

2007-09-04T12:12:00.000-07:00

I MEAN...YOU MAY FEEL LIKE YOUR LIVING IN A FOREIGN COUNTRY WHEN....

- you are able to purchase two dozen yellow roses for under 5 U.S dollars!
- you are able to cut up an onion with a sharp knife and cook chicken on a gas burner by headlight, candle, and flashlight!
- you about have a heart attack when at 9:00 pm the power comes back on and your security guard is knocking at your door because he wants to use your electricity to charge his cellphone! (ONLY IN AFRICA RIGHT???)
- for dessert you are perfectly content to eat spoonfuls of entella chocolate! GLORIOUS!
- you get asked at least 5 times when walking to work if you would like a ride... "White Girl You Want Boda?"
- when you discover that your electricity bill has been stick in your guest bedroom window for 15 days past the due date- but it doesn't really matter because the power company doesn't seem to have a clue when it comes too knowing who has or hasn't paid their bill!
- you make friends with the armed six foot three security guard at the local bank - because you stick out just a little bit being a white person in town - and you never know when he's presence may be come in handy!;)
-you smile on the inside and out because you are wiping your mouth with a paper napkin instead of a cloth one!
- your fellow employee tells you that she hopes that "very soon you will become fat like 'Suzy'"....(and this is actually a compliment)
- your arms get rubbed and even pinched because children think that you are not actually real
- you about spit up your orange soda when a local shares the meaning behind the word fanta...(foolish africans never take alcohol)...she than assures you its ok to finish.... ;)
- you can't get over the date being flip- flopped around. Like 04/09/07 does not represent April 9th , 2007 but it means September 4th. HA!
- you get excited about coming home to use the bathroom - so you don't have to use the "squatty" potty and you are able to actually wash your hands instead of using
sanitizer!!!
- you realize that the term "extend a bit" does not mean make yourself taller but rather it means to continue or move forward
- you realize that "fake" meat really does exist and you have to drive outside of town for "real" meat (love u mom!) LOL!

OK THATS ALL FOR NOW FOLKS!

Philippians 1:3-6

2007-08-19T14:02:00.000-07:00

Pictured Above: Me, Adam,Kelly & Megan Pepper - I am grateful to Jesus for these precious people .They have been a huge blessing to me as I have had to learn to adapt to a culture so unlike the one I left back home in the states. What a mighty God we serve! He even cares about who we hang out with ! Anyway - I look forward to getting to know all 3 of these guys better in the future :)

Turning 23 in AFRICA HOW CRAZY IS THAT!

2007-08-19T13:25:00.001-07:00

Hey Everybody! Thanks for all the birthday wishes! The picture below of me in my bro's ball cap is the night before my bday - i was having a pretty rough week and I received news from Adam Pepper that I had received a package from back home - so I drove my car in the dark to retrieve it because I could not wait! Thanks Mom and Dad it did arrive on time! And Maddie your card came along with it and was a much needed treat:) For those who I know me - bdays are a big deal for this girl - and are always well celebrated by the thornton and tager bunch....and this one wasn't half bad! Even though I missed being with my family - I was in the company of friends - and I did manage to eat well. I got to enjoy homemade pizza, orange fanta and peanut butter cake! I also had some yummy coffee with vanilla powder added to it! how wonderful!

So I'd like to take this opportunity to thank the following- for remembering my birthday - you guys are the best!

Cards: Aunt Bonnie, Katie & Dad,Jor, Maddie, Aunt Carolyn & Uncle Chuck, Miguel

Packages: The Stickley Family, Grandma Steph & Pastor Richard, "Babysitter", and Mom and Dad (for paying an arm and leg to get me my present on time)

Also thank you Mr.Ron for the sweet note you wrote on the box - I have not yet made friends with the mail guy here ;) Miss you!

Thought Amie Would Appreciate This! LOL

2007-08-05T09:51:00.001-07:00

I LOVE ME SOME AFRICAN CHILDREN! ;)

2007-08-05T08:50:00.000-07:00

Hey All! Don't really know where to begin...but I will start my praising God for the children. I've been in country for a little over 3 weeks and the children are just now starting to find me - I know it shouldn't be too hard - not like there are many white folks around - but anywho I liked to share how I have recently been blessed by their sweet company. Today in church - I walked in late ( the Peppers were out of town nice excuse I know) - so I "snuck" in and found a seat on the back row - to my suprise when I opened my eyes later from worshipping - I looked down to see a pew full of kids surrounding me . They all wanted to greet me and then they began to stare at me. (something I will just have to get use to) During the service I glanced behind me to find that one of the little girls had climbed on top of her friend who was her same size just so she could sit closer....I couldn't help but smile - Anyway I also wanted to share how God has also proved to be faithful to me through his word - Here it goes! Christ 's words may seem a bit harsh or rather boldly stated in the following - but stick with me through the whole passage - Relax and "Chew on the Meat!"

Verse :
...Anyone who loves his father or mother more than me is not worthy of me: anyone who loves his son or daughter more than me is not worthy of me: and anyone who does not take up his cross and follow me is not worthy of me. Whoever finds his life will lose it, and whoever loses his life for my sake will find it...and if anyone gives even a cup of cold water to one of these little ones because he is my disciple, I tell you the truth, he will certainly not lose his reward." (matt.10:37-42) ..."Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light." (matt.11:28-30)

Challenge: What or Who are you living for? What dO you have to offer?

Photos:(1) The baby pictured above is an infant I found under a patient's bed in the hospital - she had a sweet laugh - I pray the memory of her chuckle stays with me for a long while. (2) A few children that approached as during home visits.

More Pictures!!!!!!

2007-07-23T12:09:00.001-07:00

The Long Awaited Travel Report and Pics!

2007-07-22T11:14:00.000-07:00

First off – I am so sorry I have not provided you with an update in awhile. Life has been a bit crazy. (Emphasize on the crazy!) Like right now I am sitting with my headlight on munching on some raisins because the power went out before I could cook some super... just one of the many things I will have to get use to J Anyway I know many of you are anxiously wanting to know what life looks like for me now…but I want to briefly describe my hike over to Mbarara. From the start of my journey - God’s hand of protection was all around me. My route was changed leaving from RDU to Chicago (stayed two nights), Chicago – Brussels (GermanyJ) and then to Entebbe. Some major praises are: met a bunch of marines – that provided entertainment for me on/off the plan. I met some headed to Fort Leonardwood and some others who were headed overseas. I got a free night stay in Chicago and the second night at a negiotiated rate. I did not have to go to London, met a traveling Ugandan athlete who know good English (who gladly provided assistanceJ) all 4 pieces of my checked luggage arrived, found a fellow “m” at the airport that let me stay overnight with her.

Now….I am currently staying in my new home. Most of you know that I was living with my supervisor Dr.Pepper and his family until my home was ready to moved into. I love my little home – it has three bedrooms, two baths, a kitchen, living room, and a beautiful porch. (That I hope to find a hammock for) There are three other homes on my compound and so far it seems pretty secure. It is right down the road from Dr.Pepper and Janet the other nurse I will be serving with. Enough about my house – This week has been INCREDIBLE! I have visited patients in the clinic, the hospital ward, and in homes. All I can say is WOW! What an eye opening experience! The week began in the clinic with a woman that was demon possessed. She admitted to us that she had been to see a witch doctor and she also stated that God had told her to stop taking her HIV meds. We were not only able to provide this woman with medical advice but were also able to pray over her….This is why I am here…There are so many hurting people that are not desperate need of Christ. As hard as this work my appear to be – I know that God has brought me to this place at this time for a reason…and family and friends rest assured that he will see me through! “I leave you peace. My peace I give you. I do not give it to you as the world does. So don’t let your hearts be troubled .Don’t be afraid. “John 14:27

I AM IN UGANDA

2007-07-14T08:26:00.001-07:00

Hey Precious Family, Friends and Faithful Prayer Warriors! Wanted to let ya'll know that I have arrived safely in Mbarara Uganda. I am currently staying with my supervisor and his family until I get over jet lag and get a little more familiar with the area. My home is ready - thanks for praying - and is secure so fear not those who were concerned....

Sorry to make this short but I need to for now - stay tuned for pictures and a brief travel report.

Love you all! XXXOOO

Back Home For Audrey's Big Day!

2007-06-24T17:11:00.001-07:00

Mr. and Mrs.Brian Wiggs

Me, Ethan(my "fill-in" bro.) and Erin Marie. This was a rough wedding without "my"marine and Ethan definitely was a blessing to have a around! Thank you Ethan!

D.C. Pictures!

2007-06-15T15:27:00.000-07:00

This is Caleb with "Chop Chop". He is the oldest of the McLamb Boys :)

After sharing, Kimber and I did some exploring of the city....We did not have enough time to visit the White House - but we able to squeeze in time for the capitol building, justice building and the washington monument. (from a distance)

Walker & I enjoying the ride!

Washington D.C.

2007-06-14T16:23:00.000-07:00

"Hey Friends!" And yeah - this is not a typical Jena saying - but its one I've picked up from Anna and I kind of like it! Anyway - D.C. went very well! I went with a team of 6. (Me,The Berry Family & Kimber) When we first got off the bus in Washington - a lady approached us and asked if we would pray for her. Did we turn her away? "Ne-ga-tory Ghost-Rider!"The lady introduced herself as Sandra and she explained to us that she was 3 months pregnant. She also wondered if we would buy her some chicken - she had been craving some all day. We agreed to do both. We gathered to pray for her and when we were done, Walker reached in his pocket and handed Sandra a copy of the 4 spiritual laws. Kids can be sooo right on track - though we were concerned about Sandra's physical well-being Walker realized her spiritual health was most important.

Other Highlights: We walked approx. 2 + hrs to find the Ugandan Embassy, Rode the Metro(which was a laugh for this country girl), saw the Capitol Building (kimber, you rock!), and we also challenged a homeless man to share the word with others!

"WHAT-EVER!" Factor: I sweet talked a man into giving me a free refill in the Union Station! I guess it pays to have good manners - and look well - I guess some-what decent ;)

On a more serious note : I learned that the faith of a child is something to be valued...I was very impressed with Walker and his willingness to share so boldly. Sometimes we get so
caught up in "checklists" in life or the "have tos of sharing" that we miss out on the simplicity of the gospel message.

These quotes are what I call anna -isms ...they are words frequently said by my room-mate..depending on my mood they can either be funny or sometimes not so much!But I find it pretty amusing that I have caught myself saying some of these... Watch out Youngsville - I may come back talking like a Missouri Farm Girl! (love ya anna!)

SHREK 3 WITH ELBERTS KIDS

2007-05-25T20:17:00.000-07:00

A large group of us went last friday to see shrek 3 with Elberts kids after dining at his home. It was a-lot of fun. I think Anna was driving the people behind us crazy by taking pictures in the theater :) I will admit I did miss watching this one with Cor - perhaps I'll try and get Mom and Dad to send it to him once it goes on to dvd.

MY FIRST STICK SHIFT DRIVING LESSON

2007-05-25T19:43:00.000-07:00

This is me with Anna - driving a stick for the first time in my life ever. It was weird driving with my left foot (adjusting to the clutch)- but Anna was very patient with me. I hope to get a few more lessons in before I leave Rockville. So watch out fellow FPO peeps!

KELLY - AND ANOTHER AUDREY

2007-05-25T19:35:00.001-07:00

I met Kelly back in January- we were in the same small group. These photos were taken at Panera Bread. We are checking our myspace/facebook - since this"luxary" is not currently offered at MLC. This has become a recent past-time :) We also frequent Target - when we need to get away and relax!

Spiritual Retreat

2007-05-08T13:37:00.000-07:00

Today we began our first session at 8:00am. Elbert Smith spoke on discipleship and the truth/light of God's word. Around 11:00am we all went our separate ways...and we asked to have a time of personal spiritual retreat. We were not permitted to talk with our neighbor - but were asked to go and give Christ our undivided attention. (approx. 3 hrs)

Mr. Smith said for some of us that meant going to rest. So I quickly took his advice and put myself down for a nap - before diving into the word. I finally received some of the best rest since I've arrived. So mom you can stop worrying!

Anywho! Here's what he showed me: Isaiah 40:25-31 "To whom will you compare me? Or who is my equal? says the Holy One. Lift your eyes and look to the heavens: Who created all these? He who brings out the starry host one by one, and calls them each by name. Because of his great power and mighty strength, not one of them is missing...Do you not know? Have you not heard? The Lord is the everlasting God, the Creator of the ends of the earth. He will not grow tired or weary, and his understanding no one can fathom. He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak. Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint."

HERE'S THE POINT: I am inadequate - He is adequate! He is my Creator and when I am tired and weary - He will give me strength now for this moment and later when I am serving in Uganda. How refreshing!

I'VE ARRIVED!

2007-05-04T19:30:00.000-07:00

Ijust arrived at MLC in Rockville Virginia. It took only 3 hours to travel here. I have already found "my home" for the next 8 weeks. Not bad! I have a small kitchen,dinning area, my own room - and a bathroom I share with my neighbor. Guess what! Anna is my "neighbor" in the quad I am going to be living in. She is the girl I roomed with last time I was in Rockville. I am def. excited about that!!! She shouldn't arrive until tomorrow though:) But I have already seen a couple of familiar faces so that is good! I ate dinner with a family who is going to serve career in Asia. Their son was sweet - he told me that he went to see Spider Man 3 before coming. :) My sis was suppose to see that today! So anywho ! Tonight I will probably get settled in unpack, put a few sunkists in the fridge and Anna and I can enjoy later! I need to review my reading materials before starting class tomorrow at 8:30 am. Yippie!! :)

I almost forget - Most peeps have to choose a team to serve on - My name was already put down to serve in the Medical Department. So I get to give everybody their shots! Go figure! I am sure God will help give my the courage.